Cant wait for my guitar hardcase to come in! right now my softcase is just allowing all the moisture into my guitar! not good for my guitar in the long run..plus a pack of thirsty hippo runs out in about 1 week in Singapore’s climate:(

This post is a result of pressure from people to update and also from immense boredom. I hate days like these! where everyone is soooooooo undecided about what to do. and all the planned events have like the weirdest timings. In the middle of nowhere, just disrupting my entire day! If everyone had more confirmation on what they wanted to do, at least i can meet bre or something..:(

CF’s complete camp speaker, LT, a marvellous speaker who is very insightful, was just sharing on leading an integrated life. And i think for me, it’s been something i’ve been trying to do since the start of the year, and his sharings have helped encouraged me, widen my thinkings and challenge certain thoughts i have. And my encouragement to others is, when you lead an integrated life, you can really see the blessings of God in your life. How He has marked every step of your life for you. Everyone thinks blessings blessings means getting something. But what if blessings are already something you have. Like i see His hand in why i’m in TP( though i’m not meant to be), why i came over to Charis, in my family, even in friendships and relationships. And honestly i think you will reach a point where like the song says, so blessed i can’t contain it, so much i got to give it away! so well i’m sure more blessings would come soon, but every step of the way just continuing to thank Him!

In faith i also want to push forward with this idea of a cafe, Money is definitely 1 prayer pointer, but hey my God is rich! He’ll provide in time! and well having the trust to do it! Might not be easy..but well…

on another random note, i realised how much i hate uncoated guitar strings! so rough!

<) you Girlfriend! thanks for being part of my integrated life!

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Oddly, i’ve been waking up sooooooo early these few days, and putting in full days of, FUN! doing the best and hardest i can to enjoy the Holidays with my girlfriend! It’s the first holiday i’m not working and i must say it’s awesome! finally some time for myself to nuaaa.. Though it does mean i will be a bit short on cash..

Xuan asked us, Everyday meet not sian ar? ok la..quite fun still…xuan we’ll meet you everyday if you want too ok? just please stop scratching me!! GIRLFRIEND do something to control/subdue that crazy girl!!

Note to girlfriend: Never let a day pass without knowing ______________________________!!

you know the answer! hearts(:

Been thinking alot about the cafe, praying through it.. Recently i guess i’ve been handed huge decisions to make, so if you would please, pray with me; talk to me and i’ll share about it with you(:

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today was interesting. attended a spiritual parenting seminar organised by SU and TRAC board of children’s ministries. Pastor Richard Chung spoke at the plenary session. It was awesome man. He nailed every single point. I could sense people getting figetty but i was captivated. I was just thinking to myself. If i could study a degree in child spirituality, and do apologetics like him, it would be so cool!

also had a chance to catch up with pastor steven; it is so amazing; truely i know not the plans God has for me, but the way you see things fall into place; you know it has to be God and God alone man. PS was a huge source of encouragement and helped me stay on track in my walk with God. delightful(: will post on another day!!

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Watched John’s Drama exam showcase last night. was just telling bre i’m not the best company when it comes to watching such drama productions..firstly it’s coz it’s an ACSian thing..and also coz i tend to try and interpret what these acts are saying; and see what the director wanted to bring out. the last act, was about a girl with cerebal palsy, firstly i felt some of the facts about cerebal palsy was incorrect; but one part of the act really caught my eye. Time froze and the girl stood from her wheelchair, she said, “cerebal palsy only affects my muscle movement. But every other part of me is alive. i hear every conversation; but i have no chance to reply. i know all the answers but my mouth will not open. i remember every gossip; because it is all trapped within me. I long to tell my parents how much i love them, but i can’t”

Many times we forsake or mistake these pple; thinking that they cannot feel anything, hear anything.

Another statement which caught my eye. The mum was expounding; i know why her dad left. Doctors have said she has almost no chance of improvment. It is that almost which kills him.

No finality, no certainty. That 0.000000000001 percent of hope; is still hope.. and that tears people up just clinging to that tiny bit of hope. let your yes be yes and your no be no.

i really wonder how you can have such a low emotional quotient! ironic thing is, you’re always oversensitive! you know the pressure you both put on me without even knowing? i’m expected to be mature yet not given enough freedom of choice. it’s like being a dog on a leash. Not allowed to run.

i really wonder how you can have such a low emotional quotient! ironic thing is, you’re always oversensitive! you know the pressure you both put on me without even knowing? i’m expected to be mature yet not given enough freedom of choice. it’s like being a dog on a leash. Not allowed to run.

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